As I think more deeply on this topic, more I begin to realize that I feel as I am squandering my "finite life." I spend quit a bit of time setting and even achieving goals and life "milestones," but the more I evaluate what I do the less I think I am doing it right. I think, no I know, I got scared at a set point in my life. I went from going full force for anything and everything I wanted to making very careful decisions. I am following the safe path or option of least resistance.
I don't want you to think I am all Wednesday Adams' glum. I'm really not. I'm not even disappointed or upset with myself for taking the current path I am on. For certain reasons, this is the path that I needed to take to get my back to the point of realizing what I truly want. But I also realize, I now have almost ten years of behaviors and old ideals that need to be modified.
So that is where you and this blog come in! I just want a place where I can share my journey back to my highest goals and wishes. I hope that you will be inspired to take your "truest journey." Or simply enjoy my successes and misadventures as I comb the wilderness for my path.
Much of my "plan" has been directly stolen from Gretchen Rubin's The Happiness Project. If you want more information on her journey, visit www.gretchenrubin.com. I am eagerly awaiting her new book Before & After as it focuses on making and breaking habits. I know this is going to be my biggest struggle!
I hope you enjoy the ride!
Welcome!
Nikki
Restorative | Input | Analytical | Consistency | Adaptability
Introverted | Intuitive | Thinking | Judging (INTJ)
